Thanksgiving Weekend!

Wow, so I'm not trying to fall off on my continuous posting I've been doing so I'm here! Last weekend was absolutely insane. I actually didn't get the chance to go back to Ottawa to celebrate with my family due to how busy it was. I was working everyday, day & night at the club, my chola Nebby's birthday came up & soo much more. I literally had 5 hours of sleep from friday - sunday.

I celebrated thanksgiving last night with Nebby & Cris. I brought the groceries/Nebby cooked. It was pretty dope. I love hanging out with them, so real and refreshing compared to some of the people I'm exposed to.... that's another story.

Anyways I am feeling really good about life right now and I have a couple things coming up so I will keep you posted. I have a meeting with a new agency tomorrow therefore I gotta head to the gym today, get the hair cut & update my photos.

On that note, I'm out
God bless

Christian

My promise

No one ever said this would be easy, but if it's something you feel you cant live without, put your all into it and never give up. I'm going to take a huge risk right now & live my life the way I want to. I'm gunna put my all into this dream I have been having since I was six years old. I promised myself that I would be a sucessful artist & I am going to follow through with that promise. I am writing this letter to ask for the strength and guidance from the Lord above to help me in this journey. I am going to put everything in this past and look towards the future. I know deep down that this was something I was suppose to do in life, there's no doubt about it. I took the chance and moved from the only home I knew to go after my dreams and I will be damned if I don't make it come true.


Please believe, that things happen in your life for a reason, if you have a gift use it!

Chris

Things that I hope to accomplish in the future!

So I am and have always been someone that plans out my life. Every week I write down goals and aspirations that I want to accomplish during the week or in the near future. That being said, I decided to do a post on some of the goals that I hope to accomplish in the (near/far) future.


1) This seems as it will be my lifetime goal, which is to be completely happy & satisfied with my life. I'm not even sure if this is possible for me, since I know how much of a perfectionist I am. It drives me insane sometimes, I always feel that I can do just a little bit better.

2) A sucessful singing career. I know that a lot of people in Toronto may not no yet, but I am and have been a singer for many years. I got a development deal and worked with a record label down in Toronto during my high school years & opened up various big concerts in Ottawa during that period as well. I took some time away from music but I am slowly beginning to make my way back into it. It's truly my passion & I have given up soo much to pursue this career that I MUST sucessfully complete this goal before my time is up.

3) Have a billboard - I have been modelling for almost a year now & have been fairly sucessful with it. One of my biggest goals in this career is to have my face featured on a huge billboard downtown.

4) Help with various humanitarian campaigns - A lot of people may not know this but I am a huge advocate for helping in eliminating and creating awareness for a couple causes in the world. I want to help in creating awareness for HIV/AIDS. I think that this epidemic has affected way too many people in the world & I truly believe that with the proper amount of education and methods of preventing the spread of HIV will help make our world a better place.

I want to help be a part of a cause that will also help people understand and appreciate all people of different colour. I have been faced with racism throughout my life & I know how much it can affect somebody. I feel that no one should be judged based on the colour of their skin & I want to help people understand how important it is to treat ALL people equally.

Another cause that I want to help create awareness to is human trafficking. I stumbled on a documentary when I was younger about the issue and have been trying to spread word of it ever since. I did a showcase and project about the issue in high school and even sent information over to Amnesty International about it.

5) I want to travel around the world. I want to be able to say that I have visited everywhere in the world. I feel it will make me more cultured and be able to share my experiences with my family friends and peers.

6) My ultimate goal is to be able to say when I'm old and looking back on everything is to be able to make sure that my family is taken care of. I want to make sure that my mother has everything she ever wanted, my brothers and sisters have money to complete their secondary education and a good start on their life. I want to make sure I live my life with no regrets and be living proof that if you put your mind to something you can achieve anything.

Gettin' Back into shape!

Trust me... it ain't easy!

Why I am the way I am

I read this & felt it described me to the tttttttttteeeee! I'm always told about my multiple personalities along with the fact that my mood can change every minute! I definetely act very irrational sometimes when upset & love the people I love HARD & could care less about the people I don't like even HARDER!

Dammnnn, I make sense now...

GEMENI

THE Zodiacal Sign of Gemini - The Twins commences on May 21st, but for seven days it does, not come into its full power until on or about May 28th.

From this date onwards it is in full strength until June 20th, and is then for seven days, gradually losing strength on account of becoming overlapped by the "cusp" of the incoming sign -Cancer.

The people who were born in this period are widely known for their dual personalities and ability to change mood from moment to moment. Although they hate to be tied down, they make lively, entertaining and romantic partners, even if they can be rather fickle if bored or unhappy.

The twin sides of their nature are perpetually pulling in opposite directions. Their brains are subtle and brilliant but they usually "lack continuity of purpose".

Of all people they are the most difficult to understand; in temperament they are hot and cold almost at the same moment. They love with one side of their nature and they are often critical or dislike with the other people. Their sharp wit and excellent powers of observation make them a good raconteur, although they have a tendency to exaggerate which can cause trouble with their relationships.

Such people are usually excellent in diplomacy, and dazzle their listeners by, their wit and brilliancy, but they usually leave them no wiser than they were at the start.

It is difficult even for them to understand what they want to achieve. At heart they are ambitious for social position; but when obtained they have already tired of it, and are ready to go in for something else or for something totally opposite. Being natural communicators these people do not suffer fools gladly; so once they are attracted to people, they have to ensure that they are not dull or mundane. They will no doubt spending ages chatting to anyone about every subject under the sun, just to keep feeding their ever active and inquisitive mind.

If taken as they are, in their own moods, they are the most delightful people imaginable, but one must not attempt to hold them or to expect them to be constant to their ideas or plans.

They believe they are truthful, constant, faithful, and so they may be at the moment, but every moment to them has a separate existence.

These people have an ability to see quickly the weak points in those they meet, and can reduce all to nothing by wit, sarcasm, or mimicry.

Almost all of them are great talkers and usually very much in demand socially because they are so entertaining. Gemini is the life of the party.

They often succeed the best, as far as money is concerned, but their more suitable career is generally that which requires diplomacy, tact, and finesse. The representatives of lower types are unscrupulous in finance and untruthful. They often make successful gamblers and company promoters of "get-rich-quick" schemes.

Either type make hosts of friends and are kind-hearted and generous to the person who fills their thoughts at the moment, but "out of sight, out of mind" explains their fits of "forgetfulness" as nothing else can.

In all matters of affection they are human puzzles. They can love passionately and yet be inconstant at the same moment, and it is only their shield of diplomacy and exquisite tact that keeps them from often making a mess of their lives.

Living in the past...

I must admit, I am a huge victim of living in the past. I'm always remembering all the things that I use to do, the way things use to be & how much fun I used to have. It's really not a healthy way to live your life and some how or another you gotta learn to face reality & realize it's not ever going to be how it USE to be. Your past is your past for a reason, it cannot be changed and it shouldn't be either. You experienced all those feelings and things for a reason to let you know that they are capable of maintaining and there is a way to get them.

As of tonight, I am through visiting my past & I am devoting all my energy to the present and the future. I mean the future is all I have to look forward to and let's face it I'm not getting any younger.

The crazy thing is that when I actually concentrate on my future and put in work to attaining my goals I usually do pretty well. Am I subcontiously afraid of my own sucess? Am I standing in my own way? Not anymore.

Follow your dreams, you never know where you'll end up!

Christian

Nightlife

I'm not too sure what it is but now a days I'm NEVER out. Sometimes I get like this but usually not for this long. I'm not sure if it's because of the lack of good weather we've been having down here, getting older or because I work in clubs now?!? Maybe a lil bit of the "treee".

I'm soo bored and over going to the same parties, seeing the same people, drinking the same drinks & pretending I'm happy to see them when really I couldn't care less LOL. Very blunt but very true and the funny thing about it is that most of the people there feel the exact same way. There usually there as the same with me due to some sort of obligation we feel because of someone either celebrating/throwing/inviting us to the party. Whatever the case may be I'm over it, unless it's business related or a really good friend of mine you won't catch me hob nobbing anymore... well maybe not at all but not as frequent... let's not play a dude still needs to get his buzz on haha.

The weather just drives me insane, winter really? I've had enough of the cold weather and it's just beginning. I swear I was born here but honestly I've never been about this weather. And when the weather isn't popping it forces me to stay in and just chill.

Lastly, I bartend at a couple clubs during the week/end and maybe because I'm there and I'm actually seeing what goes on at clubs on a regular basis I'm not that "bout it" anymore.

Meh...

But once again, I'm a gemeni and my mood as well as my personality changes regularly so don't be surprised if next week I remove this post and you see me drinking Moet at the club.

New changes

So I feel like I go through these type of changes far too much. I really just feel like I haven't necessarily found what's right for me in the sense of my support system for my career. I am signed to one of the top modelling agencies in Toronto & to tell you the truth I don't believe my potential is being challenged. Although I know this industry is as cut throat as it get, I just don't see how I am being overlooked constantly by the people "in charge" of my every day schedule.

With me, I know that I am very impatient and that has cost me a lot in the past but at the same time I have gained a lot from not putting up with certain things as well. Anybody who truly knows me know's that if I'm unhappy I do whatever it takes to get out of that situation. Here's my dilemma, I am really thinking of doing a lot more commercial modelling instead of high fashion stuff & with that I would have to switch agencies. I feel that I could do well in commercial modelling and being in Toronto commercial stuff is where the moneys at. But I don't know what it is, if it's my pride or my loyalty but everytime I am ready to up and leave something keeps holding me back.

I always say that it's only when your heart has given up that's when you'll be able to leave and in this case it seems about right. Maybe I'm just so concentrated on proving the doubters wrong including some of my management team is why I'm not about leaving. BUT then again at the end of the day why have haters or oponents if people on your own team are rooting against you?!?

It's time to pack up my bags & get the F&**K outta here...

I'll fill you in on how that turns out!

Christian

The Secrets of a Black Boy

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted anything but it's not to say that nothings been happening in my life, just not enough time to update. I'm going to try and update my blog as frequently as possible, since it is one of the ways that I am attempting to document my life. Anyways long story short, I went out to see the play "The Secrets of a Black Boy", with a good friend of mine Tika Simone.

The play was mainly about six black male characters that all lived very different lives and were struggling with their own personal issues that were for the most part kept secret from the rest of the world. This play touched on various subjects such as; domestic abuse, stereotypes, sexuality, poverty amongst others.

I personally really enjoyed the play especially the second half. I found that the second half seemed a lot more developed and the characters had issues or "secrets" that were a lot more relevant to today's day and age that haven't been getting a lot of exposure.

One of the many messages I got out of seeing this play was the reminder of not to judge a book by it's cover. The play demonstrated that each character acted a certain way possibly due to certain things and events that have occurred in the past that may or may not be evident to a person that hasn't taken the time to get to know them. I really feel that this is a message that society often hears but doesn't take it seriously.

Tonight was the last night for the play & I must say that it was definetely a well put together play and it was written by one of Toronto's own Darren Anthony brother of Trey Anthony creator of "Da Kink in my Hair".

Christian

Got em'

my buddy Walta!
check his site: http://www.waltersingh.com/

Blow the whistle! Coco & Lowe @ Lobby

Showed up late due to having to host a model party with my agency at Ultra nightclub so I only got a couple pictcha!

Nike best give me a job after this!

Soo I'm teaming up with my buddy Walter Singh for an athletic photoshoot! I love working with Walter and Sean there soo dope and easy to work with. We bounce ideas off one another and makes the shoot seem like I'm not doing work haha!

Walter wants to do some soccer type stuff, with rain and special effects. I told him I'm down right away and were in the process of picking a date and getting everything set to shoot.

Here are a couple of the references that he chose.

Back at it!

This is a NEW week, new goals, new moves, new eerthing! I`ve got a positive outlook and I`m ready to work 1st trip to the g y m.

Time to get it in!!!

urboychristian ;)

Gemini

Multiple personalities, one minute I'm this way, the next I'm another. Live with it!

I do whatever the F*CK I want!

A preview of what is to come... Mckenzie James

COCO & LOWE

This is where I will be tonight, I'll be celebratig the birthday of Catriona & Eva at LOBBY! Love these girls, they give such good advice, throw dope parties & are always looking out for me! They also have a dope blog check them out http://cocoandlowe.com/blog/

Walter Singh Proofs

Life continues...

Wow, I haven't updated my blog in over a month, that's crazy! Honestly the truth is, I remembered at times but just got to lazy to actually sit down and type out what I was dealing with for the past month. I'm BACK & will try my hardest to post constantly. I enjoy looking back at what I wrote at a later date to see if I have made any progress in the goals and situations that I do write about.

The biggest thing that has changed since I last wrote is my move to downtown. I am no longer living in the suburbs of Toronto!!! This is key for me since most of the things that I do require me to be downtown. It saves soo much time and effort to do what I need to do.

Personally I feel that I have grown a tremendous amount concerning a lot of situations. I am also feeling very adventurous these days on attempting new things and filling a void in my life that I haven't been able to do yet.

Career wise, I am finally taking things into my own hand. I decided on a couple things that I would like to get done and slowly but surely I am getting those things straightened out.

Truly Rocked My World

RIP MJ! That's all I can say. When I heard the news, I was filled with emotions that I can't even explained. It's crazy how music can have that much of an impact on a person. It's crazy cuz I have never met this man & I felt such a strong emotion of sadness when I found out he had passed away. It truly shows that he not only had such an incredible impact on the music industry but the entire world. I have said this before and I will say it again, Music crosses all boundaries and is the strongest tool to man kind. If your in the industry don't just sing or perform music to perform use that gift to make a difference in the world.

Mr Jackson your legacy will live on and you will never be forgotten.

One love,

Christian

Mckenzie James Preview

This photo is from a shoot I did with Mckenzie James a bit ago. I'm waiting for the boss Norwayne to make his selection so Mckenzie can finish up the job & touch up and make me look dope. BUT in the meantime I sent this picture over to my ride or die chic Natasha & she did a lil something to make it internet postable haha.

Here y'all go.

Christiannnoo

It's what you can do under pressure that counts!

That's really and truly how I feel right about now. I am pressed for time to find an apartment and get everything back on track in this whirlwind that I call my life. I swear I feel like I have so much going on and then at the same time not enough. That's just like me though, I can never just be happy with dealing with one thing, I always have to take on more than I can manage...SMH.

Anyways, I know I say this a lot but seriously it's crunch time. I need to find an apartment & get my ish together. Career wise, I need to be putting in more time into getting things moving, modeling I want to have my book ready, my body fit, my diet right & constantly attending castings. Music, I need to be writing A LOT more, recording and presenting my self as a recording artist more frequently. I have an opportunity that is right in front of me & I better latch on to it before it's too late. I'm not one to regret anything so you better bet your bottom dollar (annie) that I'mma get mine.

I also need to get on my $$ grind, like foreal it's time I start making that good good $$ and saving some as well. I feel bad depending on my parents for things now, I want to be the one to help them out. PS.. I know I don't say this often enough but LOVE your family, really I don't know what I would do without mine especially my mom she's my rock.


So to end this post, this one goes out to you mommy
In the words of Drake... You da f*in Best.

Heartbreak

The title explains it all. People always ask me why aren't you dating anyone? Why don't you have a girlfriend etc.. I tell them the truth, I'm not ready. It sounds stupid but it's the truth, I'm very career driven and feel that being with someone would just distract me. That's what I always thought was the reason for why I wouldn't jump into a serious relationship but then it hit me, there's more to it. I'm soo scared of getting hurt. I hate the feeling of losing something you once had, I hate the feeling of built up emotions that you just can't express, I hate not being able to fully control a situation. I experience smaller dosage of this when I fight with friends or family members so I can only imagine how much deeper those feelings would be if it was with someone I was intimate with. Not saying I haven't been in a relationship before because that would be a lie but a serious serious one, I can't say that I have.

Is it stupid for me to feel this way? I know all the positive things that come out of relationships and hapiness they can bring but dammn the negative side can weigh just as much and I'm not sure I'm ready for that.

So until I bottle up the courage to take a deep dive into love & relationships, I'mma keep it light and now I hope you understand why I am the way I am.

Reflection Time

So now that my birthday and the crazy weekend has passed, it's time for me to reflect and begin to make some moves/goals. I have been thinking a lot about my career and my personal life these days. At the moment, I'm not satisfied with the way that my career is going. Modelling and music are both two things that I have been dedicating most of my time to. Honestly those two things are what I feel and truly believe are what I was meant to do. Not only do I believe that but I have put wayy too much time and effort into pursuing those two careers in order to give up anytime soon. I have sacrificed the "normal" life and a lot of the experiences that come along with living that life in order to focus on my dreams. To me, giving up would seem like all that sacrifce and determination that I put in was a waste of time.

On that note, I have to get my shit together. Like I mean, I need to start making that "good, good" money in order to focus on my career full time. I do make money from my work mostly modelling but not enough to survive off of solely. I hate working the regular 9 -5 stuff and I'm soo over school as well. I'm taking some time to come up with a plan and propel myself to the next level.

Anyways enough about me for now, I'm gunna go work on some vocals.

Coming to an end!

This weekend has been crazy & I'm super exhausted but I'm still doing my thing. Friday, I went out for lunch with my roomate and then just chilled for the afternoon. He bought me my favourite type of cake "New York Cheesecake", and then I headed out for take-out with my other homie Nebbula. We had some bomb ass pasta and a few alcoholic beverages. Later on we headed to Lobby to celebrate my birthday at Jimmy's party. I had soo much fun, moet is truly becoming my favourite drink of choice! I left early becaause I was getting wayy too loose haha. I woke up saturday a huge mess but pulled myself together to go out for dinner with another homie of mine Tika. We went out to eat at this dope italian restaurant & I had my favourite meal "Spaghetti & Meatballs. I had cake again there & then headed out to meet a couple of friends to go to circa.
A little mix up happened that night but it still turned out good. I must say I'm pretty happy with my weekend & look forward to taking a little break from the scene for a while after tonight.

Tonight is the Much Music Video Awards & no one really cares about the awards it's ALLL about the Pre-party & the afterparties. I'm heading out to the pre party put on by a good friend of mine, Karine Delage of Karyzma agency & then I'm headed to a couple afterparties I believe.

anyways will update you guys later.

for now here's a couple picctchaa's

It's My Birrthdayy!

Wow! Today is the day, I have grown one more year, although I don't feel any different I am very thankful. I am thankful to see another year and for all the good people, great experiences and chanllenges that life has thrown at me. I swear this journey is a non-stop adventure of learning.
Last night I went out to celebrate my pre-birthday with my NAM models. We hosted a party at Ultra Super club and had an All White theme. I swear my agents came up with that theme to be a total contradiction to our daily lives cuz we all KNOW that ain't nothing PURE in the model industry haha!

Tonight, I will be celebrating my birthday at Jimmy Cooks party with my a couple of my closest friends. Saturday I have the option of being at either Will I AM of the Black Eyed Peas or at Circa nightclub for Traffic Saturday with 4Korners. annnnd then Sunday, I will be at the MMVA's Pre party for my girl Karine's event and then hitting up a couple parties.. Chris Bosh is hosting one, Aubrey aka Drake is hosting one, The Field is hosting one, Circa is hosting one and soo many more.


Here's a preview from last nights party.



NAM BOYS

NAM MODELS
NAM BLACK DREAM TEAM - missing Nadeen though!

Busy Busy Busy

This is gunna be a short but sweet post, I am extremely exhausted but I just noticed that I've been neglecting my weekly blog for a minute. Anyways, these past couple of days have been extremely busy on my end. I'm always at the gym, modeling, work, events & much more it seems. Sometimes I think there's not enough time in the day to get everything done.

Anyways my birthday is coming up in about 4 days woop woop! I will have the details about my party and all that good stuff real soon for you. My friends Shannae Ingleton of WWW and NebbyNeb of "The Segment" are helping me plan things so it's going to be dope.

Last night I hit up Circa for my homie Jimmy's birthday and I brought a couple friends, Ed, Kristina & Tika for the party. We popped bottles, danced on couches, took photos and just had a great time. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOMIE! see you at my party this weeeekend!

The Much Music Video Awards are quickly coming up this Sunday and there is soo much to get done before then, so expect another busy weekend ahead.

My friend Karine of Karyzma agency will be hosting the dopest Pre-party, so look out for that. There are going to be millions of parties going on that night but TRUST me when I tell you that the one I will be at is going to be the dopest!

I'll keep you in the loop but for now check out some photos from this week & last.


as well.. I will be posting a couple pics from my shoot with Mackenzie James I did a while ago soon.

Christian

trying to find stability in instability..

Haha, that's pretty much how I feel right now. I'm such a planner it's disgusting, I need to make sure everythings gunna go this way and nottt thaaatt wayyy type of thing. This week has been by far crazy and interesting, I'm not too sure how I feel about everything yet but hey let's try it. I finnaally got a job (I act like I've been looking) haha, anyways I start at Abercrombie & Fitch next week. I had a meeting with Trevor Pretty dope choreographer/music producer and we established that were gunna be working on some things together. I can't get into too much details yet but let's just say things may be popping off real soon.

Anyways gotta keep this short gotta head out right now,

talk soon,

Christian

A night off!

So, it's about six o'clock down here in Toronto & I'm about to get up and make plans with my main g! We're gunna head out and go for dinner & stuff then later on hit up a party. Yeah.. in Toronto they throw parties on tuesday it's so weird. Coming from a small town clubs open thursday - saturday in Toronto it's eeerrynight.

I need a break, I haven't been out in a good minute and I need to do something a bit different than the regulah. It's weird because I always have opportunities to go out, I'm forever being invited to parties but I choose not to go, I swear this birthday coming up is making me think I may be getting old.

speaking of birthdays, my working gyal Tika hit me up yesterday asking me what I wanna do... I haven't even given it much thought, she wants to take me away for the bday, I'm considering it.. we will see what's poppin.

Anyways enough for today, tomorrow back to the grind, working out, work and the whole speal I have a meeting on thursday at the Agency.. let's hope they think I'm sexy enough to go to Milan this summah ;)

I need proof 09'

So, I finally hit up the photographer Walter Singh that I did that shoot with a little while ago and asked him for a couple shots from the shoot we did. He's such a cool guy, he sent them right away and here they are for you. These are unedited photo's from the shoot but just thought I'd give you a chance to see what the set was like & the styling that was done.
My stylist for the shoot was Sean Beckingham such a cool dude! He gave me a lot of info on the business and overall both guys were amazing to be around.

We plan on working together in the near future so, i'll keep you posted on those developments.

Christian

I don't give love the time of day...

It sucks but it's the down right truth when it comes to me. One day i'll be ready to love but for right now I have too much to take care of to add another distraction in my life. And how do I know that it's a distraction? I wouldn't say I was in love but I was crushin' real hard on my ex fling/ting/piece/chic/girl whatever you wanna call her. It was such a good feeling but it definetely took up a lot of time even when you didn't want it to. At the end, I ended up moving to toronto and we kick it whenever I'm in town or she's down but a new "ting" isn't going to happen anytime soon.

Well... actually if it happens it will happen but trust me I'm not looking for it and it can be hard to catch my attention at times. I feel like young people have a difficult time trying to find and understand themselves much less someone else. Once I get my career and get the things I need to get done at a reasonable (my type of reasonable) place then I can consider giving love a chance until then.... the title stays ;)

Anyways got bored aftaa my late night jog so the cam came out here are a couple snaps I been takeennn!

Christian

Friday

Today was a pretty boring day on my end. I hit the gym in the am, went out for lunch, came home and researched/did some work for a couple projects. It's a friday night and I'm just not bout it to go out or do anything. Am I really getting old? haha

It's weird but I have this fear about being old and I have no idea why. I mean all my friends are pretty much older than me and their lives are fine but for me getting old just scares me. Anyways so my goal this year is to work and travel. I have been dying to head out to New York to work on my modelling and hustle some music stuff while being down there. I also really would like to do some work out in Europe....that is really the reason why I have been working my ass of at the gym and watching (for the most part) what I eat.

Don't really have much to ssay tonight so I'm out. Hope your friday night is much more interesting than over hurrr!

My opinion

So I've been having this on going struggle with a friendship of mine. It's really messed up because me and this friend became pretty close rather soon. Anybody that knows me knows not just anyone can be friends with me. I have a lot of "friends" but I only have a really small amount of close friends. That's just the way I am, I've done the whole popular kid thing and it's just too much work, I'd rather just have a couple good friends that I can depend on and do me.

As well the more friends you have the more chances you have of getting hurt, and Christian ain't about getting hurt. Anyways me & this friend have had numerous fights and live completely different lifestyles, a lot of times Im not even too sure why were friends. But long story short we've been keeping our distance from each other for a while and I'm just wondering if it's best to just end things now? Like I mean, I don't see us really becoming close friends anymore and maybe our friendship just ran it's course?

I know me personally, I'm not someone to hold on to things not worth keeping, so I'm really taking some serious time out and going to think this through.

sigghhh, friends... can't live with them, can't live without them

19 no more...wtf?

Laying down watching a documentary on human trafficking (yeah I'm a huge political/social issues supporter) and someone decides to text me to remind me of what's coming up shortly. My birthday is exactly one month away as of today. June 19th is the dizzaay. It's weird cuz today wasn't the greatest day for me and then I was reminded that I'm getting older and it freaked me out haha! I guess that's apart of life right?

Anyways I still haven't decided what I want to do for my birthday. June is one of the busiest month in the entertainment industry and unfortunately I share my birthday the same weekend as the MMVA award show in Toronto. I haven't decided if I want to incorporate my birthday with those events going on or just do something small call down my closest friends from Ottawa and just get buck wild at a club?

Anyways I'm off to the G Y M, I fell off the wagon today and had Macdonalds and crispers haha.

Here's a pictcha from last year's bday celebration


Hurricane Kelso made me a cheese cake that looked like a lump of butter but it was dammn good. See guys, don't judge a book by it's cover ;)

Christiannnoooo

SS/09

Along with revisiting my past through music, I was also thinking about how much changed in my life from last year at this time till now. I am hoping for bigger and better things to come along this spring/summer. The thing with me is that I'm only happy if I notice progress or positive change has occurred in my life. Last spring/summer, I told myself that I was going to put myself out there within the music and fashion industry and that I did. I met a lot of good people, went to a lot of events, made a lot of good friends and all in all furthered my career. This year I hope to do the same thing along with sustaining the chance to travel and work. It's all about progression, right down your goals and look at them every now and then to make sure your making progress. Here are some pictures from spring/summer 08 enjoy!



Shay & Christian
TREO attack
American Apparel
Fun night
Raphael. Nadia. Christian
Justin ( T.dot Television) Christian
Christian . Karine D (Publicist)
Christian . Nicole H.

Christian & Nebby Neb @ Will's party
Gail & Christian
Christian & Nadia
Christian & Tika
Honey Jam
Brazen Hussy Party